Ok so my friend Brandi is having a party tomorrow because school is out. So we are celebrating. And so I was all pumped for it. I'm gonna spend the night at one of my other friend, Jenna's,� house that night. And I�had Jenna over last night. And so we invited one of my other best friends, Alannah, to spend the night and we fought a bit about it but I was over it and so was Jenna. And so today we invited Alannah to spend the night too because that was her idea orgionally yesterday. And so we expected her to say yes, and she started bitching us out and she said something like she didn't want to make her not wanting to spend the night yesterday a big deal but jenna and i were over it and she wouldn't get over it. So we fought. And I almost never fight with her. So I'm pretty fucking pissed. And really wanna punch someone. Fuck.
Yesterday was a good training day. did 1 hour hard core stair stepper in the am and another hour in the evening b4 dinner. worked hard and felt it. It's raining so Bootcamp was cancelled. I'm eating my Jillian Michaels breakfast bowl and then going to the gym for weight training and basketball today! yeah!
We leave late this afternoon for New Hamshire for the weekend so probably no gym work out this weekend but will take my mitts and ball to throw around and running shoes.
Pain, hurt, sorrow, guilt, shame, frustration, rejection, fear, remorse........despair.
ok so it is currently friday. when i would normally be at school, instead i am home. because school is OUT! :))))
ahaha i'm happy.
plus i'm typing this on my sisters laptop. SCORE.
oh by the way, please comment.
Whoever is sending me these, thank you.� I love them.� I really liked this one I received today:
"If you want to build a ship, don’t drum up the men to gather wood, divide the work and give orders. Instead, teach them to yearn for the vast and endless sea." - Antoine de Saint-Exupery
:)
The "vast and edless sea".� I love those words. I suppose I will always yearn for the ocean.� After all......I was born on the coast and learned how to swim in the sea.� it's a part of me that will always be.� My earliest and fondest recollections are of the ocean.
I can't believe I just spent the last hour writing a post and then I lost it. Where is the save feature on here? Oh well...I suppose it wasn't that important but I do want to get back to those times in New Orleans at the gallery and the Hotel Delaposte. :) It's strange how something like how much you love your coffee in the morning can remind you of a time in your life you had almost forgotten. LOL
I'll have to reconstruct it.� Dang it makes me mad when that happens! :(
I� to watch dumbfart shows!�
if only i didnt need to study... i would waste my every hour watching allllll these�dumbfart shows!